Tuesday, 25 June 2013

rain, rain, rain

It's raining. It's been raining for days. We had 6 inches since yesterday. It's winter. It's grey. It's miserable. I'm miserable. I have a fire - that's the one good thing.

I have a list on my bedside table of things to make me happy and get up for - my dogs, the birds we feed, the job I love, that I enjoy working alone, and I love reading.

I just realised - my dogs have died. The birds have a disease and we had to stop feeding them. I hate my job. I'm sick of being alone. But thank god I still love reading.

Okay, time for a new list of things.

Time for a new job.

Time for a holiday.

Holiday is coming. If I can work at my writing during the holidays, maybe I can also change my job. I'll have to keep my fingers crossed - well, not really because you can't type with crossed fingers!

Okay, feeling better now. Thanks.

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